My Metal Dreams

Blue...!! What does this simple word mean to me...??? Is it a just a simplistic word,a hue which so reminds me of the vast skies above me...!! Is it a feeling that I get when I think about 'her',or is it the music that I am listening to while I write this gibberish.....         Constant heartbreaks,the inevitable falls,the 12 bar blues do these make the person I see,everytime I look in the mirror....Maybe,maybe not! Or is it you that make up me! Is it the longing to belong to you,that had me spend all my life waiting,tortured....And when I get a glimpse of you through the blue mist, do I trust my soul?Whose are the blue eyes you see when you need someone the most?Is it her reflection you long to see in the blue river that flows??  But what you see is not always the truth? Can't they be the hallucinations,you sometimes have even in the daylights?Even when you are sober...  So you too now see blue all around.! Maybe because you see what you w...

A man is nothing without his dreams,and this poem is essentially me..Me,trying to achieve something which I couldn't... A hundred feet inside the sea, Looking frantically for something to see, Choking deep,breathing hard, Found something but the rest is lost. It feels just like homecoming, Better than what it was before, Now for a second I feel wise, Using water for air and nothingness for lies. But Deja Vu I said and put that thought aside, I hoped a way out and I tried to fight, I wasn't sure If I would ever see a ray of light, But still I steered my boat into that dark night. Two weeks in the storm made me strong, But my boat grew weak and it couldn't hold for long, Seeping water,It marked my end, But was it all worth the wealth I made. Cold waters rushed down my lungs as I sank, But the touch of gold and glaze of stones was all i wanted back, All the memories rushed back to my head, But was it all real or was I dead..??